How long it has been. I've never forgotten you don't worry.

You are what a diary would be to an angsty teenage girl. 

You contain my funny letterings, my emo posts, my desperate cries for attention, my words hidden in white, my jubilations, my crushes, my successes my failures. 

You are who made me, me. 

Anyway. Here's my life update after.. 2 years? Its 2013.

Well I can add NUS to my list of schools there. I'm doing Psychology. I can never remember how or why I wanted to do it, but I'm glad I did cos never have i been happier learning what I'm learning. Although that's gonna come to an end soon.

I'm glad that most of the friends i've listed as friends, are still my friends. Minus the dropouts, the majority are still close to heart. 

I have another sister now! Last i saw annette as a baby, she's 4. She's now the older one, who doesn't like to eat and his helllluva stubborn kid that i love so so so dearly. Kids teach me what unconditional love is about. Annette's the one that made me know I need one of them babies as my own. At least I know something about what I want from my future. 

I have a boyfriendddd hehehe. That I love, and today's the start of our 38th month together. 

***H (idk who can google and find this blog so.. yknow) is out of my life. After years of pain. I still love her dearly, miss her dearly, but i'm glad i'm closing that chapter. (still fighting the urge to go on rambling in code like i used to)

But you know. I think i'm pretty much the same girl. The one who gets emotional and confused, and the one who finds so much strength in herself and in God. The one who still loves her friends but is slowly learning to let them go. The one who still gets angry and fights with her brother and mother, just not her father anymore. The one who is always so naively optimistic, but I think I'm a little bit more realistic now. The one who still believes that when everything else fails, you should smile. Haha.

I'm 22. Lets come back here another day and see what's happened! 

Stupid girl, look at us. From those short-hair-green-uniform days to long-hair-sa-tshirt-pretty days. (you i mean! :) Omg just look. One minute you'll be nicely leaning on my shoulder, the next you're attacking me for i forgot what, and then we're walking in sync and all, and then you want to punch me, and then you're trying to steal my sappathu (YES I RMBR!) and we start fighting and nurin came to save us and then im giving you a piggy back la. All in one outing. Haha. Well, some things will never change and i mean it. Sorry i've been so louyapok :( But. Just wanted to let you know that you mean the world to me. Right from day 1 ex, even with the stupid haircut and bugs bunny teeth! hahahhaha. &omg so senti-mentallll grrrr, but. my point is. some things wont change. so however long it takes, we are going to take a series of pictures like this again okay? :) and we will never stop, come what may. and you stop watching those damn videos if not i swear i'll slap you again.

Yeah la suria, we're built to last. stupid girllll, i miss you. i feel like pulling your hair but you know that's just how i show my love! only for you. :D it vill aaaalll be vokaaayy. late at night dont thinking too muchu vokaaaay? unless its about nishanthi's facebook password HAHAHAHA okay bye!

vspriya, my ex :)

come on baby let me thrill your soul
This picture is short of perfection only because of the few who weren't there. So well, it is just the half of us who keep in touch regularly and another 3-4 more every now and then, and yeah, nowhere near full strength but the constant we've managed to achieve over these 7.5 years is something that's worth so much more :) Yeahh, 7.5 years later i can still safely say that delta 07's the best thing that's happened to me hencefar.

My next post is going to be a peekture spam! :) Bye!

Anyway life's been good, gonna start uni in around 3 weeks and i'm going to do psychology like i planned to in one of my old posts; and if i'm really lucky then i'm gonna be able to do a double major in business management as well! Best of both worlds really. Pretty excited to learn totally new stuff, to be around nish muu syikin marly & rachel all over again, to go to school everyday with marly and to slack in school with nish. What's going to suck like fuckkkk, is not having my bestestest friend around. I don't know how life will go on actually? I think my social life will end, and life as i know it to be is going to be fucking horrible. But if it sucks like fuck for me then it sucks like fuckinghell for her cos she's going to be alone. :( I don't know how, but God's going to make this work, that i know.

& on a rantful note:

1) I hate it that disgusting bitches hover around my friends' and my lives, seriously. The world being small is one thing, but how is it that its just the blooody bitches who seem to hover in every smallest circle grr. Talk about too close for comfort. Hateithateithateit.

2) I don't know what i want, what you want, or what to do, but i need to sort you out too.

Okay well,
Peace out, A town!

(CANT BELIEVE USHER IS GONNA PERFORM IN KL TMR AND I'M NOT GOING GRRRR)

I might just start blogging here again cos it feels good plus i think noonebutme- reads :)

as shitty as the As were, i think there were quite a few things that came out of it that i'm extremely, extremelyyyyyy grateful for. Spending more time with old friends, appreciating my family more and enjoying the extraordinary thoughtfulness of everyone around me :>

Food list of the one of many productive and simultaneously fun airport study dates with adlin roopi lwin and nat.

A result of a whole day of filing and this is not even, it. Yesterday when i tried putting everything inside, the pile on top of the box just grew to a mountainous level, cannot fittttt :O Well, in the sense of completing the As, i've conquered the mountain yo :D

Study dates with peiting in and out of school and her absolutely lovely mom brought us both dinner one day in one of these old school food tins! :D how sweet is that right. Plus she went around school giving all the random kids apples and drinks in order to encourage them and she kept saying, 'just repay me with good results!'. beyond words, srsly.

& okay i dont know where i saved all the other pictures but not like there were many cos you know, studying righttt. Butbuttt, my family :> SWEETEST BEST MOST LOVING EVER. In a one-liner, i felt so damned loved in a way that i had never felt before which made me realise that i am so blessed to have a family that has in fact loved/ is loving me so much more than i can ever fully embrace :> Mom dad bro and relatives. Friends come in here too, dont think i need to explain why.

& thennn came all the gross papers and i've written it down in my notebook so i shall spare you except for my results plan! NOTE: I'm not going to open my results and instead rush home, put it in a tupperware, seal it, put it in the freezer and leave it there till i feel ready. Worst case scenario, that would be like, 2 weeks before uni apps :s so yeah, go figure how my As were.

& thennnn, hellllooo Post As. Hahahhaha i couldn't stop smiling the whole freaking day and that is not an understatement at alllll. Went out for lunch shopping & mooovieeee with caitlin and peiting and homgzz, laughed till my stomach and cheeks ached.